Do you have any weaknesses? I do and one of my biggest weakness will be CONFRONTING, awu seriously I'm not good in that. My reason is simple, i tend to think the consequences. Things will never be the same again. I wouldn't mind telling people why i hate them or anything but to think about it who's perfect. If that how the person roll in, then just go with the flow. It's hard to predict people's thought, sometimes you think they're positive but in some situation they're being negative. Seriously, ask yourself...*asking myself* ,'D
I'm not the type that just accuse people, point their shoulder, ask the person what his/her problem and show how strong and stupid I am at same time HAHAHA typical poklens kn. I would love to do that to people but a little mind inside says "kuat th ko 2??" then a tiny voice saying "apath ko buat lapas a2?bCeta rh org ko berani lh" follow by "Eh biarkn sja bh, nda jua ku dpt apa2. mun sdh ulahnya catu". So ended "Let it be, think before you do anything".
Sometimes you're just so mad and making bad decision, a really bad ones till it left a depth invisible scar. For me my solution I just sleep over it, take time to relax and think on both parties' situation. People might forget what to says to them, people might forget what you did to them but people cannot forget how you make them feel.
i haven't learn a lot but experiences teaches me - It teaches me to think before i do any action or to say anything. It teaches me, if i can't remember any words i say then think before saying it or just shut up. It teaches me, everything i says and do will be use against me in future. It teaches me to think both parties situation. It teaches me to be at the person's shoes. It's teaches me to control my emotion, my sarcastic, my language etc. Most of all it teaches me to THINK~
Yup, M ended up saying it on the Social Network. But I'm not pointing finger to specific person cause I don't want people labeling them as what i said nor labeling myself as whinning junkie. At one point I'm just so tired to carry it with me, if I'm updating on my social network, it could be the past, present or future. I even update my 2years ago complains just to let it out and wanting the relieve feeling.
This is what I am, I eat the whining and once M full whether m gonna puke or poo-poo it out. If i still love and like u and still wanting you in my life, i'll puke it on social networks. If i don't want to keep you and hating you so much i'll poo-poo on your face. How's that? Can you play that easy games and ignore my shits??
Do you ever feel some of the social network updates like it posting about you?? But sure it's not for you since you don't really know that someone. Well, for me if aku terasa then I understand. My VBMH will say "OMG~ Nah yatah sdh ulah mu 2. so it's up to you kn berubah or let it be like that and let people hate you" ahahaha i love talking to myself LOL
I'm just a human being like everybody else
But who doesn't. Trust me you will miss them if they not around LOL~
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