How to find a potential Man?

If a man doesn’t respect his mother thus they can’t appreciate their wife

If a man can’t teach his sisters thus they can’t protect their wife

If a man doesn't care about his family, why bother building a family with that guy?

M on long holidayyy~

Gonna spend my days with this lovely n gauk nephew ahah

Eat Together

Doing Housework Together

Tunggang2 Together

Going Out Together

Playing Together

Dance Together

FULL OF LOVES~
LOL

H.A.T.E U by Mariah Carey

ah.. ahh.. ahh..
ahh.. ahh..
ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh..

la la la.. ahh.. ahh.. ooh..
ahh.. ooh..

once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye
something got a hold of us and we changed
then you sat alone in pride
and I sat at home and cried
how'd our fairytale just end up this way

we went round for round til' we knocked love out
you were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I
why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..

love is, was a love phenomenon no one could explain
and i wish, i could press reset and feel that feeling again
i sit and press rewind and watch us everynight..
wanna pause it, but i can't make it stay

round for round til' we knocked love out
you were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I
why is it so hard to say g'bye

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..
uh uh uh..

no need to call my phone cause I changed my number today
a matter a fact, I think i'm moving away (away)
sorry, the fustrations got me feeling awake
and i just keep having one last thing to say
and i just wanna hold you, touch you,
feel you, be near you, i miss you baby baby baby..
i'm tired of try'na fake through, but there's nothing I can do..
boy I can't wait to hate you..

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these, emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you.. baby..

I can't wait to H.A.T.E.U.
Cuz right now i need you
I Can't wait to let you go

OMG - I'm exaggerated so much
WTF - He don't have any ideas and couldn't be bothered
LOL - Everybody doing this in front of my face

p/s to myself: Never jump to conclusion and tell everybody what you feel, cause it will ended against you...SIGH

More uplifting song

Ciara - Never Ever Lyrics

Throw yo' hands up in the air
If ya know he love ya
Tell the DJ play this song right here
If ya know he love ya
Let, let, let, let me see you 2-step
If ya know he love ya
It don't matter if you by yourself
If ya know he love ya

Ciara

If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you

I know you think that I just be trippin' on ya
Boy you see, this ain't how I normally be
But I can't help this jealousy
Ooh it's taking over me, ooh I'm falling way to deep
Without you by my side I feel like I can't eat or sleep

But I, gotta come down to earth, I don't wanna
But I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wanna
And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be
That's why I tell myself

If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you

Baby, I can't help but fantasize
Wondering what it might be like
You and I sound so right
But I'mma let it go tonight, Ain't nothin'
Coverin' my eyes
Ain't gotta see it more than twice
I get it, I got it
Baby, baby

But I, gotta come down to earth, I don't wanna
But I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wanna
And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be
That's why I tell myself

If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
(Girl you better listen)

Young Jeezy

Alright, alright, alright, okay...
I see ya point, I must admit
I grind, I grind, I grind all day
This paper's what I'm trynna get
Now normally when I'm paper chasing, I be having tunnel vision
And if it's really like that lady, just turn on ya television
And there go Young, I said there go Young, you trynna get it did
Just know I gets it done, she love the I cheat
She love the way I move, I sho, I show up to her
Shows wit bout 100 goons
Its black this, black that
Black card, black flags
I really hope that's money that ya'll got off in them black bags (ha ha)
808's & heartbreak,
State troopers & interstates,
Giving me a bad vibe,
Guess I'm just a bad guy

Ciara

Throw yo' hands up in the air
If ya know he love ya
Tell the DJ play this song right here
If ya know he love ya
Let, let, let, let me see you 2-step
If ya know he love ya
It don't matter if you by yourself
If ya know he love ya

Celebrities learning Malay...Wow~

Whataya Want From Me
(ADAM LAMBERT)

Hey, slow it down
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
Yeah, I’m afraid
What do you want from me
What do you from me

There might have been a time
I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn’t give a damn
But now here we are
So what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
It’s me – I’m a freak
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try but I think
you could save my life

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Just don’t give up on me
I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down

So
Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
(whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me
whataya want from me

Leave out all the rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

Positive OR Negative alai ani aa~

Do you have any weaknesses? I do and one of my biggest weakness will be CONFRONTING, awu seriously I'm not good in that. My reason is simple, i tend to think the consequences. Things will never be the same again. I wouldn't mind telling people why i hate them or anything but to think about it who's perfect. If that how the person roll in, then just go with the flow. It's hard to predict people's thought, sometimes you think they're positive but in some situation they're being negative. Seriously, ask yourself...*asking myself* ,'D

I'm not the type that just accuse people, point their shoulder, ask the person what his/her problem and show how strong and stupid I am at same time HAHAHA typical poklens kn. I would love to do that to people but a little mind inside says "kuat th ko 2??" then a tiny voice saying "apath ko buat lapas a2?bCeta rh org ko berani lh" follow by "Eh biarkn sja bh, nda jua ku dpt apa2. mun sdh ulahnya catu". So ended "Let it be, think before you do anything".

Sometimes you're just so mad and making bad decision, a really bad ones till it left a depth invisible scar. For me my solution I just sleep over it, take time to relax and think on both parties' situation. People might forget what to says to them, people might forget what you did to them but people cannot forget how you make them feel.

i haven't learn a lot but experiences teaches me - It teaches me to think before i do any action or to say anything. It teaches me, if i can't remember any words i say then think before saying it or just shut up. It teaches me, everything i says and do will be use against me in future. It teaches me to think both parties situation. It teaches me to be at the person's shoes. It's teaches me to control my emotion, my sarcastic, my language etc. Most of all it teaches me to THINK~

Yup, M ended up saying it on the Social Network. But I'm not pointing finger to specific person cause I don't want people labeling them as what i said nor labeling myself as whinning junkie. At one point I'm just so tired to carry it with me, if I'm updating on my social network, it could be the past, present or future. I even update my 2years ago complains just to let it out and wanting the relieve feeling.

This is what I am, I eat the whining and once M full whether m gonna puke or poo-poo it out. If i still love and like u and still wanting you in my life, i'll puke it on social networks. If i don't want to keep you and hating you so much i'll poo-poo on your face. How's that? Can you play that easy games and ignore my shits??

Do you ever feel some of the social network updates like it posting about you?? But sure it's not for you since you don't really know that someone. Well, for me if aku terasa then I understand. My VBMH will say "OMG~ Nah yatah sdh ulah mu 2. so it's up to you kn berubah or let it be like that and let people hate you" ahahaha i love talking to myself LOL

M not an angel of a devil..
I'm just a human being like everybody else

But who doesn't. Trust me you will miss them if they not around LOL~

Fun?Funny?Funnier??

Owh Owh m talking about my Fun Dount

Did u notice my growing mole?? Cute aa....naaahhhh ko nagur aa...biar ko beJerawat~ LOL
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Last Saturday Night, we had a Live Guitar Hero Session at my house

What would you do?

You wanted to advice people but you're not good enough. But who's the right person to give advices? The person that never have the experiences of it? The person that full of experiences? The person that prayers a lot and never make mistakes? The person that did the bad things?

The real question - does the person you're advising, understand what the hell you're talking about? HAHAHAHA What's the point of saying it out loud if he/she don't bothered? Yess??

I have an issued sister, I'm not being proud of letting this out on my blog. Some will know my sister some not. I'm not asking you to judge but understand the situation.

On our view;
She sneak out late night and making troubles. She doing forbidden stuff and got influences from bad side. What does she really want? Ask me, she was given all the stuff that she want except going out. Why?? Because you're still a little girl.

On her view;
I don't have freedom? I want to enjoy and go out with friends. I want to feel new thing and I'm curious about the world. I feel stress at home for doing nothing. Bla Bla Bla

Where did we go wrong? Less attention? Overlooked? Couldn't bother much? She's much easier to teach since others (6) have grown up? Do we underestimate her? Do we expose bad influences so much to her?

Every time I'm trying to advice her it coming back to me. What did I do during I'm at her age? How can I control my wants and needs? M not that intelligent as well then why push her? Still until now, Me myself not a good example to show to her. If i shout to her will she listen? Does this skins of mine will teach her a lessons? Never...I tried~. Would it be easy for you sis to do everything all our parent wants and needs and once you're grown up, or working then you compensate all your wants n needs. Fyi, compensate mcm mByar blik lh ahaha simple english 2...

I feel like giving up on her...Just don't let the whole family give up on you. Trust me, You'll regret it so much...

Can or Cannot??

It's already February 2010...Did i miss something last January *think think think* I don't know~ I have to keep myself discipline esp financially, but I'm still practicing it...Never to late for learning yet have to start practicing at the same time.

So January not really a bad start but towards the end of the month I had a major breakdown, Money + PMS = Total Disaster. But after that I felt much more better. Now I'm slowly breathing and keep in mind I should be stronger and yes, i did survive and still counting.

I bought air-conditioner for the living room. I'm pity my parent sometime they have to stay at my Granny's house, I'm not saying it's bad staying there. But we used to rent a house in Bandar so used to have all the convenience now it washed down the drain. I hope they'll be staying in my house instead, no worries mon&dad, i making an afford so you guys will comfortable there.

My next target will be the Astro. That supposed to be Feb's upgrade but then I bought air-conditioner plg, Well, it's ok lh much better, i guess. This year Me & Shyg Sab feel like we want to upgrade our house, slowly it will.

I got tonnes of idea on how to arrange my house but...nyehh i wish i have a magic wand to make it done ahahaha this hand so lazy to do so but very active when playing games ahhaha...Awu my new addiction - PATAPON2 ahah thanks to my cuzen - Ramizah,'p

aLai mau~

Funny incident happened last night, tine Me & Lipsy went out. So after he pick his working stuff at home, we went to Hua Ho, Manggis. Since he wanted to survey clear wrap, and i need 2 buy something kn. So i told him i don't have any cash on my purse, then he said he got the money. FYI, there's no HSBC ATM d sna

So kmi browsing thru the store lh apa kn d bli kn, msuk kn items rh our trolley. Then all sudden we remembered kn check the clear wrapping, so when we asked 1 of the worker, he told us on 2nd or 3rd level lh. So we left out trolley sja d bwah kn. After searching the wrap segala, nth all sudden we checked his wallet. Tau apa??

His wallet was totally empty ahahaha panuh2 kn receipts bh sja ahahaha...Pacah jua ketawa kmi 2 so we went out using other door ahahaha...Tglkn our trolley jua lh...yg taloo nya kn, bSAmbui2 dh buah biabas ku..pun-sia2 ahahahahahha