SinGLe - MinGLe - HumBLe

My Guardian Angel

2011-01-20T13:38:00.005+08:00

Demi Lovato - Don't Forget

Did you forget

That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side

Did you forget

What we were feeling inside

Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess

This is where we have to stand

Did you regret

Ever holding my hand

Never again
Please don't forget

Don't forget

We had it all

We were just about to fall

Even more in love

Than we were before

I won't forget

About us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

At all

And at last

All the pictures have been burned

And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong

Our love is like a song

But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

I Was Flatter When You Told Me, This Song Remind You Of Me...Bonus-You're With That Girl When You First Listen To It...& We Listened To This Song Before We Went To Miri (01.01.11). I Almost Forget About This Song Till You Post It Up To Your Facebook...Recently~

To Be Honest I Cried Listening To The Song, All The Memories Keep On Flashing Back & Reminiscing The Good Times & Bad Times...

With You, I Shared All The Ups & Downs...

All The Laughters & Cries...

Everything Happened So Fast Till We Forget Where We Stand...

I Won't Regret Having You In My Life, Despite Of All The Bullshits Yet We're Still Cool~

Owh, I Really Thank You For Everything You Did...

I Admit I Don't Have The Guts To Move On Till You've Made Your First Step Out...

I Want To Move On But There Something Keep Me Holding Back...

If You Haven't Make Any Step, I Don't Think I Can Be Happy Now...

At This Point...You've Made Everything Happened =')

You Always Be My Guardian Angel & Always Will...

Goodbyes Are Not The End. They Simply Mean I'll Miss You Until We Meet Again =')

p/s: Boo~ I know You'll Be Reading This...U Always Be The Person I Heart & Can't Live Without...*hugs*

Welcoming 2011

2011-01-19T10:33:00.011+08:00

01.01.11

By Lunch Hrs, I Fetch Alif from Manggis Then Went Bunut To Packed Stuff For Miri With

The Woot~ Woot~ Families...

Parked My Car At Penanjong Kem, Tutong.

Followed Daddy, Sepol, Shayg & Faris To KB. By 3+pm Went Down Miri.

Owhhh I Met Someone ,')

Went To Seafood Restaurant For dinner Then Back To the Hotel To Freshen Up Then...

We party like a rockstar~
Look like a movie star~
Play like an all star~
Fuck like a pornstar~
Baby I'm a superstar~

*Pitbull - Go Girl*

Hehehehehhe Random Jua That Song Owh ,'p

New Year Eve; (31.12.10)

Checked In At Centrepoint Hotel, Gadong With All The Ladies

Mama, Ka.Denah, Ulyana, Ulyani & The Kids

I Didn't Plan For any New Year Celebration, Thinking To Skipped Celebrating It With The Wards Cause Of "Major Changes Happened After Major Disaster"

Then by 10.30pm I Received Call From Shayg Sabby, They Insisted Me to Come...

Apparently They're All Half Drunk Hahahahha

Went To Uncle. Vyne's Place @ Berakas Villa Around 11+pm

&&& After 12am...

There Goes The Loving Part ,'D~

ARIES~

2010-07-21T14:21:00.002+08:00

Aries

Your element: Fire

Your ruling planets: Mars

Symbol: The Ram

Your stone: Ruby

Life Pursuit: The thrill of the moment

Vibration: Enthusiastic

Aries Secret Desire: To lead the way for others.

Description:

Aries are fire signs and those born under this element are regarded in astrology as adventurous, active and outgoing. It won't matter where you go or how remote or unusual it is - from the Outback to the Antarctic - you can be sure that an Aries has been there before you (or at the very least you will meet one along the way!) Aries is a uniquely naive sign. Although they are independent, outgoing and assertive they are also surprisingly trusting, often innocently walking into the lion's den at times. No matter what upheaval, challenge or triumph they confront - an Aries has a wonderful ability to bounce back. Their faith in life and the future remains untouched by hardship. Their gift is that they are always children at heart and the world is always a magical place for them. Many famous sports people are born under this sign. Aries is regarded as the most physical sign and because of its Mar's rulership; it is also one of the most highly charged masculine energy signs in astrology. No wonder women born under Aries are forceful, dynamic and aggressive, and as a result these Aries women frequently find themselves with dilemmas surrounding their romantic relationships. For them, a man has to be a 'real man' to deal with an Aries woman, otherwise she intimidates him. And conversely for the Aries male, a woman has to be a real woman to deal with him, because he is looking for many balancing component traits (his true feminine side) in his partner. She has to run the gamut in his support system, from the Aries man's best friend, true companion, through to his muse, and yet she must never ever answer him back!

Therefore Aries can be a confusing sign because there is a complex combination of very strong masculine and feminine expressions all combined together. Because of the male energy surrounding it, when a woman is born under Aries, it creates some of the most interesting women in the world, women who are adventurous, independent and have competitive natures. It also tends to make them very forthright.

But whether male or female, Aries people are 'doers' rather than 'talkers'. They are the impulsive, act first, ask questions or have doubts later, sign of the zodiac. That's why their lives are often filled with many dramas and sometimes even accidents! Their ability to live life close to the edge provides them with a wealth of 'real experience' to call upon. When an Aries person talks about something or somewhere they've usually done it or been there, rather than simply read about it in a book. Being active people Aries can't adapt to any kind of restriction, particularly possessive relationships. They often travel to escape any feelings of being stuck or possessed. Aries people love challenges. In fact, if everything is running smoothly, they are quite capable of going out and doing something (sometimes quite foolish) to rock the boat. Aries love to race in where angels fear to tread.

Hahahahahahhahahahahahah Benda ini Mostly Benar2 Belaka LOL~

BaBy LoVe

2010-07-16T10:40:00.006+08:00

On the 15th July 2010 - Little Pwincess namely NurHamizah Amanee was born at Suri seri Begawan, Kuala Belait. With the weight of 3.7kg (Kalah Abg aniq nyaa yooo~), precisely born at 2.57AM ,') ...Enjoy the pictures;

Picture taken from Media Permata - 16th July 2010

Amanee With Abg.Aniq

Love You Sayang~

Being M.I.A Long Time

2010-07-14T10:32:00.004+08:00

Miss Me? Cause I Miss U More ,')~ Owhhhh My, it's already Mid July 2010. There's alots of ups & downs, I won't talk about downs cause i don't want to remember those stuff in future Sigh~

Apparently I seeing someone, not sure if m dating but M hoping things goes well between us. I've met him 3times sdh, he kinda busy nowadays hence we've seldom going out. I dunno how he can made me meet him. I still questioned myself, why did i accepted fren request w/out any profile picture and just randomly replied his inbox. AAwwww head over heels hahah

Okkkkaayyyy move on~ M learning the Bohemia Fashion style. It's a simple and easy BUT the problem is, everytime I've tried on it I just can't pull it out and end up being Rockstar....WHHHHATTTTT?? It what way does it sound simple or easy??Hahahah...

Simple kn?

Bohemian Momma

Rachel Bilson

Mischa Barton

Her outfits totally cute

*This is random* I find it cool n rugged If I can do both surf and skate BUT... ,'D

Love Me?

-aLeN-

Diary Of A Broken Heart

2010-03-09T09:57:00.012+08:00

We were just friends at the start,

Always having fun, never apart

Then one day, something sparked

The next thing I knew, you had my heart.

The days flew by,

I lost track of time

Everytime I was with you,

I was on cloud nine.

Then one day, you asked me to be your girlfriend

I exclaimed, yes! and prayed we'd last until the very end.

No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy,

With me in your arms, you told me you loved me,

Happy that I was with you, and you were with me.

Then gently kissed my forehead and gave me a squeeze.

I was convinced you were the one for me,

Apart from you, I would never be.

Just when I thought all was well,

Was when you began to put me through hell.

You said, we should just be friends

That's when I knew it was the end.

I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why,

It was all I could do, not to begin to cry.

Where I once saw love, I saw nothing,

I couldn't believe you no longer felt something.

I lay in bed, counting my tears,

Each representing what I'd hoped would be years.

Years of happiness, for us to be together,

A long-lived life, forever and ever.

But in my heart, I know this will never be,

For in yours, no longer is there a place for me.

I gave you my all; I gave you my heart,

Little did I know that you'd tear it apart.

Everyday I place a smile on my face,

As for tears, there is not a trace.

You ripped me apart, but yet it's true,

Forever and always, I'll still love you.

How to find a potential Man?

2010-02-25T18:31:00.000+08:00

If a man doesn’t respect his mother thus they can’t appreciate their wife

If a man can’t teach his sisters thus they can’t protect their wife

If a man doesn't care about his family, why bother building a family with that guy?

M on long holidayyy~

2010-02-22T17:34:00.004+08:00

Gonna spend my days with this lovely n gauk nephew ahah

Eat Together

Doing Housework Together

Tunggang2 Together

Going Out Together

Playing Together

Dance Together

FULL OF LOVES~
LOL

H.A.T.E U by Mariah Carey

2010-02-19T12:13:00.000+08:00

ah.. ahh.. ahh..
ahh.. ahh..
ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh..

la la la.. ahh.. ahh.. ooh..
ahh.. ooh..

once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye
something got a hold of us and we changed
then you sat alone in pride
and I sat at home and cried
how'd our fairytale just end up this way

we went round for round til' we knocked love out
you were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I
why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..

love is, was a love phenomenon no one could explain
and i wish, i could press reset and feel that feeling again
i sit and press rewind and watch us everynight..
wanna pause it, but i can't make it stay

round for round til' we knocked love out
you were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I
why is it so hard to say g'bye

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..
uh uh uh..

no need to call my phone cause I changed my number today
a matter a fact, I think i'm moving away (away)
sorry, the fustrations got me feeling awake
and i just keep having one last thing to say
and i just wanna hold you, touch you,
feel you, be near you, i miss you baby baby baby..
i'm tired of try'na fake through, but there's nothing I can do..
boy I can't wait to hate you..

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these, emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you.. baby..

I can't wait to H.A.T.E.U.
Cuz right now i need you
I Can't wait to let you go

2010-02-11T15:32:00.002+08:00

OMG - I'm exaggerated so much
WTF - He don't have any ideas and couldn't be bothered
LOL - Everybody doing this in front of my face

p/s to myself: Never jump to conclusion and tell everybody what you feel, cause it will ended against you...SIGH

More uplifting song

2010-02-11T11:54:00.001+08:00

Ciara - Never Ever Lyrics

Throw yo' hands up in the air
If ya know he love ya
Tell the DJ play this song right here
If ya know he love ya
Let, let, let, let me see you 2-step
If ya know he love ya
It don't matter if you by yourself
If ya know he love ya

Ciara

If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you

I know you think that I just be trippin' on ya
Boy you see, this ain't how I normally be
But I can't help this jealousy
Ooh it's taking over me, ooh I'm falling way to deep
Without you by my side I feel like I can't eat or sleep

But I, gotta come down to earth, I don't wanna
But I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wanna
And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be
That's why I tell myself

If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you

Baby, I can't help but fantasize
Wondering what it might be like
You and I sound so right
But I'mma let it go tonight, Ain't nothin'
Coverin' my eyes
Ain't gotta see it more than twice
I get it, I got it
Baby, baby

But I, gotta come down to earth, I don't wanna
But I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wanna
And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be
That's why I tell myself

If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
(Girl you better listen)

Young Jeezy

Alright, alright, alright, okay...
I see ya point, I must admit
I grind, I grind, I grind all day
This paper's what I'm trynna get
Now normally when I'm paper chasing, I be having tunnel vision
And if it's really like that lady, just turn on ya television
And there go Young, I said there go Young, you trynna get it did
Just know I gets it done, she love the I cheat
She love the way I move, I sho, I show up to her
Shows wit bout 100 goons
Its black this, black that
Black card, black flags
I really hope that's money that ya'll got off in them black bags (ha ha)
808's & heartbreak,
State troopers & interstates,
Giving me a bad vibe,
Guess I'm just a bad guy

Ciara

Throw yo' hands up in the air
If ya know he love ya
Tell the DJ play this song right here
If ya know he love ya
Let, let, let, let me see you 2-step
If ya know he love ya
It don't matter if you by yourself
If ya know he love ya

Celebrities learning Malay...Wow~

2010-02-10T17:09:00.001+08:00

Whataya Want From Me
(ADAM LAMBERT)

Hey, slow it down
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
Yeah, I’m afraid
What do you want from me
What do you from me

There might have been a time
I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn’t give a damn
But now here we are
So what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
It’s me – I’m a freak
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try but I think
you could save my life

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Just don’t give up on me
I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down

So
Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
(whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me
whataya want from me

Leave out all the rest

2010-02-05T14:09:00.001+08:00

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

Positive OR Negative alai ani aa~

2010-02-05T09:19:00.011+08:00

Do you have any weaknesses? I do and one of my biggest weakness will be CONFRONTING, awu seriously I'm not good in that. My reason is simple, i tend to think the consequences. Things will never be the same again. I wouldn't mind telling people why i hate them or anything but to think about it who's perfect. If that how the person roll in, then just go with the flow. It's hard to predict people's thought, sometimes you think they're positive but in some situation they're being negative. Seriously, ask yourself...*asking myself* ,'D

I'm not the type that just accuse people, point their shoulder, ask the person what his/her problem and show how strong and stupid I am at same time HAHAHA typical poklens kn. I would love to do that to people but a little mind inside says "kuat th ko 2??" then a tiny voice saying "apath ko buat lapas a2?bCeta rh org ko berani lh" follow by "Eh biarkn sja bh, nda jua ku dpt apa2. mun sdh ulahnya catu". So ended "Let it be, think before you do anything".

Sometimes you're just so mad and making bad decision, a really bad ones till it left a depth invisible scar. For me my solution I just sleep over it, take time to relax and think on both parties' situation. People might forget what to says to them, people might forget what you did to them but people cannot forget how you make them feel.

i haven't learn a lot but experiences teaches me - It teaches me to think before i do any action or to say anything. It teaches me, if i can't remember any words i say then think before saying it or just shut up. It teaches me, everything i says and do will be use against me in future. It teaches me to think both parties situation. It teaches me to be at the person's shoes. It's teaches me to control my emotion, my sarcastic, my language etc. Most of all it teaches me to THINK~

Yup, M ended up saying it on the Social Network. But I'm not pointing finger to specific person cause I don't want people labeling them as what i said nor labeling myself as whinning junkie. At one point I'm just so tired to carry it with me, if I'm updating on my social network, it could be the past, present or future. I even update my 2years ago complains just to let it out and wanting the relieve feeling.

This is what I am, I eat the whining and once M full whether m gonna puke or poo-poo it out. If i still love and like u and still wanting you in my life, i'll puke it on social networks. If i don't want to keep you and hating you so much i'll poo-poo on your face. How's that? Can you play that easy games and ignore my shits??

Do you ever feel some of the social network updates like it posting about you?? But sure it's not for you since you don't really know that someone. Well, for me if aku terasa then I understand. My VBMH will say "OMG~ Nah yatah sdh ulah mu 2. so it's up to you kn berubah or let it be like that and let people hate you" ahahaha i love talking to myself LOL

M not an angel of a devil..
I'm just a human being like everybody else

But who doesn't. Trust me you will miss them if they not around LOL~

Fun?Funny?Funnier??

2010-02-04T15:03:00.004+08:00

Owh Owh m talking about my Fun Dount

Did u notice my growing mole?? Cute aa....naaahhhh ko nagur aa...biar ko beJerawat~ LOL
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Last Saturday Night, we had a Live Guitar Hero Session at my house

What would you do?

2010-02-03T11:57:00.004+08:00

You wanted to advice people but you're not good enough. But who's the right person to give advices? The person that never have the experiences of it? The person that full of experiences? The person that prayers a lot and never make mistakes? The person that did the bad things?

The real question - does the person you're advising, understand what the hell you're talking about? HAHAHAHA What's the point of saying it out loud if he/she don't bothered? Yess??

I have an issued sister, I'm not being proud of letting this out on my blog. Some will know my sister some not. I'm not asking you to judge but understand the situation.

On our view;
She sneak out late night and making troubles. She doing forbidden stuff and got influences from bad side. What does she really want? Ask me, she was given all the stuff that she want except going out. Why?? Because you're still a little girl.

On her view;
I don't have freedom? I want to enjoy and go out with friends. I want to feel new thing and I'm curious about the world. I feel stress at home for doing nothing. Bla Bla Bla

Where did we go wrong? Less attention? Overlooked? Couldn't bother much? She's much easier to teach since others (6) have grown up? Do we underestimate her? Do we expose bad influences so much to her?

Every time I'm trying to advice her it coming back to me. What did I do during I'm at her age? How can I control my wants and needs? M not that intelligent as well then why push her? Still until now, Me myself not a good example to show to her. If i shout to her will she listen? Does this skins of mine will teach her a lessons? Never...I tried~. Would it be easy for you sis to do everything all our parent wants and needs and once you're grown up, or working then you compensate all your wants n needs. Fyi, compensate mcm mByar blik lh ahaha simple english 2...

I feel like giving up on her...Just don't let the whole family give up on you. Trust me, You'll regret it so much...

Can or Cannot??

2010-02-02T11:15:00.002+08:00

It's already February 2010...Did i miss something last January *think think think* I don't know~ I have to keep myself discipline esp financially, but I'm still practicing it...Never to late for learning yet have to start practicing at the same time.

So January not really a bad start but towards the end of the month I had a major breakdown, Money + PMS = Total Disaster. But after that I felt much more better. Now I'm slowly breathing and keep in mind I should be stronger and yes, i did survive and still counting.

I bought air-conditioner for the living room. I'm pity my parent sometime they have to stay at my Granny's house, I'm not saying it's bad staying there. But we used to rent a house in Bandar so used to have all the convenience now it washed down the drain. I hope they'll be staying in my house instead, no worries mon&dad, i making an afford so you guys will comfortable there.

My next target will be the Astro. That supposed to be Feb's upgrade but then I bought air-conditioner plg, Well, it's ok lh much better, i guess. This year Me & Shyg Sab feel like we want to upgrade our house, slowly it will.

I got tonnes of idea on how to arrange my house but...nyehh i wish i have a magic wand to make it done ahahaha this hand so lazy to do so but very active when playing games ahhaha...Awu my new addiction - PATAPON2 ahah thanks to my cuzen - Ramizah,'p

aLai mau~

2010-02-01T11:48:00.002+08:00

Funny incident happened last night, tine Me & Lipsy went out. So after he pick his working stuff at home, we went to Hua Ho, Manggis. Since he wanted to survey clear wrap, and i need 2 buy something kn. So i told him i don't have any cash on my purse, then he said he got the money. FYI, there's no HSBC ATM d sna

So kmi browsing thru the store lh apa kn d bli kn, msuk kn items rh our trolley. Then all sudden we remembered kn check the clear wrapping, so when we asked 1 of the worker, he told us on 2nd or 3rd level lh. So we left out trolley sja d bwah kn. After searching the wrap segala, nth all sudden we checked his wallet. Tau apa??

His wallet was totally empty ahahaha panuh2 kn receipts bh sja ahahaha...Pacah jua ketawa kmi 2 so we went out using other door ahahaha...Tglkn our trolley jua lh...yg taloo nya kn, bSAmbui2 dh buah biabas ku..pun-sia2 ahahahahahha

Suck

2010-01-28T15:28:00.003+08:00

Receiving payslips every month wont be a rainbow anymore from 2010 till future. Tap have addition 3.5% for SCP, ntah whatever it is. I dun bother want to know about it. Sakit wah my heart...

My salary nda smpai 1k sdh bnyk cut. Mau bayar rent lh, lousy carpark lh, credit card lh. Then after that car maintenance again, household stuff, groceries, car fuel again, daily $ usage. Malu ku Nett gaji ku aa, tinggi lagi school allowances bh..kapisan eih

Wahh mati lh if like this, then i cant afford new stuff? Like my own car ka...buying new clothes ka, seriously my wardrobe filled with old clothes sudah. i can't even recall the last clothes i bought.

VBMH: Yalah U, last time life easy don't want to take advantage flom (from) it, do some saving ka aoa ka. instead u took evelything (everything) for glanted (granted), u go berFoya-foya ntah nobody knows where you go until finis (finish) $. Now already susah, who mati???yourself lh...

aLeN: Marry rich man lh, then hidup senang, wat???

VBMH: Haiyaa u stupid ka, u think money gelow(grow) from tree ka??if true aa, no value lh the $. Mally(Marry) rich man oso many utang wOoO plus susah mau fleedom(freedom) i tell u~

aLeN: So pindah KB lh??

VBMH: Silly lh u!!!Want easy life again den lupa dili (diri)??? When you want 2 learn living alone, huh? Nxttym u mallied(married) alidy(already) aa, u stay alone aa, same bulden(burden) wat.

aLeN: So wat noww??

VBMH: Lu pikil (pkir) lh sndili (sndiri)

p/s: VBMH - voice behind my head

I need a new job with good payment

*Wahahhahahahaha suka ku org mBca aku merepek aa*

2010-01-22T09:50:00.008+08:00

It is a Brunei International Basketball team. I'm not a big fan of Barracudas but I'm still interested in basketball games rather than netball, indeed!! aha. Oh yeah, we had free entrance since we're invited by Lipsy's uncle - the reason why??Liat ja pics krg ahahha. I only watched 2games of Barracudas plg; enjoy the pics

This was 16th Jan 2010
Brunei Barracudas (Won) VS Indonesia Satria Muda (Lost)

Reggie Larry

Mike Pilgrim in action

This is the reason why i watched Barracudas match ahahah Coz we're the supporters..
Nys cDanial - Mua ku palak2 dlm Ranoadidas aha

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20th Jan 2010
Brunei Barracudas (85) Vs Singapore Slingers (91)

Can you see us in the crowds? We being enthusiasm supporters

hahah 'ere some clue...

Pics taken from ranoadidas.com

Above the pics we took ourselves...Kira frust lh Barracudas kalah ahaa

2010-01-21T15:01:00.001+08:00

TELATAH DI OFIS
Bila boss tak ada di ofis$B!'(B
Bila boss panggil$B!'(B
Bila kene attend meeting$B!'(B
Bila boss suruh gi training$B!'(B

Bila time tea break$B!'(B
Bila nk dekat2 pukul 5ptg$B!'(B
Bila esok hari cuti$B!'!!(B

Bila dpt 'assignment' baru dr boss$B!'(B
Bila 'assignment' yg boss bg susah giler nk buat$B!'(B
Bila dpt tau adalah mustahil untuk siapkn 'assignment' boss$B!'(B

OT untuk 2 jam$B!'(B
OT untuk satu malam$B!'(B
Boss suruh kita buat OT waktu weekend$B!'(B
Bila dah terbuat silap$B!'(B

Bila berjaya 'perform' sikit jer$B!'(B
Bila gagal, kecewa nk mati$B!'(B
Bila org finance lambat byr claim staff$B!'(B
Bila dpt tau takder BONUS tahun nih$B!'(B

thanks gfs....

2010-01-18T22:35:00.002+08:00

well, first of all... im back and menyampuk without asking permission from alen to write on this blog hahahah

anyway........tQ to all of my gfs... and also eyan & alip for the birthday eve surprise...i love it and i cant forget it... kamu lah yang first celebrate bday ku..hahaha 24 lah sudah umur ku... eventhou aku sama alen kalau bleh kami mau kawin by age 25 *sob...sob...* hahaha tapi kami masih SINGLE!!! wth

so my update...i've been very busy working since september 2009..im a busy woman now <mcm alen salu cakap haha aku mau update this blog but im too busy TIDUR!!!*dasar perempuan gemuk* hahaha (nda payah ada yang terasa,i was talking about my self LOL)

will update some photos when im free.... with love -aMaLawa-

oooooh mocha mocha i loveeeeee....... ;)

Shayg Sabrina's Work

2010-01-18T16:52:00.002+08:00

Resolution

2010-01-15T13:49:00.009+08:00

It's the 15th day of the year. I've been collecting some resolutions for this year. Before, I'm not that kind of person but seem like 2009 I've accomplished some. So why stop now, right? It just a plan, if i can't achieve it this year will bring it forward the next year. Every year resolution are hardly to achieved because of the piled up plans and it challenging to achieved each resolution. Some plans are just left over other things. So yeah, here some of my resolution...

MONEY

Credit cards - I won’t pay it lump sum, but if I counted it right by end of the year it should have pay off my credits

Saving - I have to discipline myself to strictly save more. Ani asal ada saving, ada saja brgkn d bali. Baru kaya $10, macam kn bli rumah sja. HAHA ngokz?awuthh~ YES...i need to start a serious saving. I won’t label it as saving for marriage or traveling or anything. Just save up more you bi*** HAHHAHA hope I'm motivated. Bad storm saving!!!

LIFE

Partner - This was my last year resolution. But I didn't bother about it; I'd wait for the right man and the right moment. Seems like last year was just not the right thing to get it done, have a right man yet not a right time OR right time yet not right man. Well, let just see this year...Insyallah...Just go with the flow. Marriage just not in my dictionary...YET!!

Outgoing - Towards the end of the year 2009, I’ve been anti-social person. Asal kana bwa jalan, i'll be like..hmmm find a reason to stay home. My major reason will be - Nada duit haha kMna sja kn duit ku a2??MKN?? ahha i guess so...perhaps..IT IS SO!!! Let enjoying each moment of single life this time...Play it hard~

GOALS

Traveling - It's almost a year I've been 'in' Brunei. 1 of the obvious reason because passport plg. Well, i had obligations hmmm not like certain people still living with family and denies half of their expenses still paid by parent. So this year, i planned to travel to nearest and cheapest countries sja. But i really love to go to Langkawi, just a great place to relax.Job - I want a new job, not that my present job sucks or something but i would love to try a new environment. My target will be in KB plg, but let faith do their things. If my rezeki is there then I'll be working there .')Assets - Each day, everybody getting older so do I. I need to start collecting asset of my own, starting now??HAHA Yup, it's my long-term goal...

So 'ere some of my 2010's resolution. Make it simple and easy to do but ass-working-hard to achieve...Just let see how it goes~

2010

2010-01-15T10:19:00.012+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR - I know it a bit late...Well, it's still January ,') . Btw, i celebrated it with the WARD's Family. My parent and little sister went to KL. Other siblings celebrated it with friends,'( Haven't celebrate my new year with family for quite a long time...

The Wives *missing Shayg Dian*

And we celebrated Abg. Ayiel's Bday too - 01-01-2010

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On the 2nd Jan - Celebrated Faris 2nd Bday in KB. Had alot of fun, games and everything...

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Work starts on the 4th Jan. Everything went well...Nothing much I can says for my work. I just learned something;

1st - Never do the same task over and over again, cause copy n paste aren't simple job...It always makes simple mistake with huge circumstances

2nd - Never start working when it 10mins toward end of the working time because mistake always happens during the end of the working day. Altho you only searching for a client, just don't unless your mind still on 'working mode'.

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On 8th Jan - Celebrated Amal's Advance Bday, surprise plg 2. With friends from KB, we had dinner at McD. Then, the KBians watched Old Dogs movie d Cineplex, Mall.

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On 10th Jan - We celebrated Aniq's 2nd Bday. Alot of foods served, interesting games and relatives came. Turn out, it was fun...The kids was so funny, they always have stories to tell. The adults being supportive. We had face painting too and towards the end of the function we had photoshoot session for the Vain-ness ahaha

THAT'S ALL FOLKS

Lovely song

2010-01-13T11:08:00.002+08:00

Mariah Carey Angels Cry remix Lyrics:-

[Mariah Carey]
I shouldn’t have walked away
I would’ve stayed if you said
We could have made everything ok
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I’m still on the ground

I couldn’t have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
‘Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don’t strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love’s a gift
But we let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Come on babe, can our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon’ make it right
I’m on the edge just trying to survive
As the angels cry

[Ne-Yo]
I thought we’d be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn’t always treat you right
But it was ok
I did something stupid
And you still stayed with me
But you can only cope for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up and find your love gone

And we were so good together
How come we could not wither this storm
And just to better
Why do we say goodbye
Cause

Lightning don’t strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love’s a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

[Mariah Carey]
Come on babe, can our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon’ make it right
I’m on the edge just trying to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I’m missin’ you
Don’t allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I’m reaching for you

Lightning don’t strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
Felt the angels cry
True love’s a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, don’t let the Angels Cry

Xmas wiv The WARD's Family

2009-12-30T10:31:00.008+08:00

On the 25th December 2009, Me & Shyg Dian went to Ward's Family Xmas Celebrations... It's extra fun then 2008, last year it was raining but this year it's just nice ,'D And we danced in the rain jua, tipsy Uncle Shen & Suzanne made that happened HAHA...Enjoy the pictures;

Xmas tree with alot of gifts

The WARD

Uncle Vyner & Family

Daddy Mel & Mummy Ann

Abg. Ayiel, Lavinia & Qays

Sepol, Sabrina & Faris

Us wiv Mummy

Looks good~ Baby Faris being VAIN

The Wives *missing SAM*

Amuse FANs aha

The ladies lagi being VAIN

Uncle Shen as our PIMP and Aunty Maria Jealous HAHA

Xsen2 Reunion - 24th Dec 2009

2009-12-30T10:20:00.005+08:00

Last Thursday Night, we had reunion but unfortunately less than half yg dtg..Oh well, it doesn't ruined the night as we had alot of fun jua...Enjoy the pictures;

Lucky Draw's WINNERS...I think lh aa everybody won aha limited to all ladies only

Us & Gifts

The BAND *konon~*

Since kmi nda ampit any instrument, we both still rock using microphone ,'D

Roy & Aniz's Lil Man - Ian

Some went home early, but the party ended at 3am ,')

Fallen Angel

2009-12-22T17:33:00.001+08:00

Xmas Xmas Xmas

2009-12-21T15:30:00.003+08:00

End Yr Resolution

2009-12-16T11:34:00.006+08:00

I've been collecting alot of BASKET this year..cheh what an achievement I'm proud of!!! Just realize it...

Owh i guess lack foods = patience = cranky = BASKET appear

Is it karma or it just BASKET really gone while..pfft

I got list of BASKET;

Backstabber Basket
Rude Basket
Angin Kus-Kus Basket
Bitch Basket
Judging Basket

HINT: I've should being BASTARD too
*fucktard mode*

OR
I have to get use to BASTARDS

LiL Man

2009-12-15T16:00:00.003+08:00

BEFORE HAIRCUT

*watcha watcha*

This smile represent "I'm innocent"

AFTER HAIRCUT

Macam 4-5 yrs old boy

He got this from his Mom - Lip biting

This picture remind me of my eldest brother & sister ahaha pose kmu duduk ni yawww ahah eh wait...My MOM too ahhaha

wow~ $$$

Mwahz3xHugzZ

2009-12-09T17:30:00.004+08:00

I've been downloading songs from the original soundtrack of JENNIFER'S BODY. The movie was great, it's a bit scary and creepy but actually a sad movie too. Meanwhile, I found out the tracks in the movie were awesome.

Tracks you guys should download;
Low Shoulder - Through the Trees (Apparently I fall in love to the song)
Florence & The Machine - Kiss with a Fist
Panic in the Disco - New Perspective
Dashboard Confessional - Finishing School
Time - Cute is What We Aim For

After listening to the music it remind me of myself. I used to like this type of music. Where M all about alternative rock chic aha I always got cool songs from cAbg; he even made me a mix cd. Blink 182, Incubus, The Used, RHCP, Yellow Card and the list go on~ I still into this music plg, yet not so update anymore. I'm kinda mix genre; i can listen to band, rock, R'n'B, soul, reggae etc bt I'll definitely reject songs yg penyanyi nya teriak2 smpai ku nda pham lyricsnya ahhaha

Less than a month

2009-12-07T15:41:00.004+08:00

Then we'll reach New Year 2010...We know how time travels so fast yet we keep on wasting every day by day, hrs by hrs, mins after mins, seconds in a second pffft

I've been wondering what I've archived from January 2009 till December 2009...After a long list then I asked myself does it worth?

Owh Life...in and out as we breath the air...left to right as we go with the flow...As much we've experiences thing never forget to learn from it, the best education in life are always mistakes we made

Mwahz3xHugz

Rugged panya

2009-11-16T17:51:00.002+08:00

asstaaa bnr rugged
ahahhaha

Awww poor thang~

2009-11-13T14:38:00.002+08:00

Our Prince Charming fever lh

But his mother told me he still can laugh and smile

Get Well Soon

Mwahz3xhugz

Choosing

2009-11-09T14:07:00.002+08:00

Long time ago I've faced difficulties to choose person I fell in love and the people I always love. Here the scenarios; I like this person so much and I can tell he's the 1st guy I fell in love, I don't realize when and how but time tell. As much time i drowned in love, he's mostly unlikeable by people i always loved due to some gossips spread around.

I've heard about it too but it's me, I give space for people to change and I believe people would change,ryt? Seriously I cant help myself, i rather hurt myself than hurting them. I don't have anybody to turn to. I can't turn to the BF since it's about him, I don't want any dramatic movie relation. I can't turn to my sisters as they are 'people I always loved'.

So yeah, My mind never been at home altho my body was always there. I don't even thought about him altho we're seldom hang around together. As time travel I never made any decision but just go with the flow. I don't choose between two cause I might ended up regretting it. Until now, I guess i don't regret anything since I don't lose anything :)

I don't regret had him in my life once upon a time as i learn sooner or later LOVE will disappear...Leaving us...dumping us...forgetting us...or DIE!!! Worst case LOVE just not there anymore...it fade~

BUT

I'll regret if i leave my family because of 1 man cause the LOVE flowing from the family never stop till the last breath...it always in memory...it's cant be exchange with anything....

p/s: If u hesitate who to believe, ur mom or ur partner..ask mom again if she ever hesitate gave u birth?

I'm not giving an idea to leave your partner but help to makes thing clear... I hate the feeling of being in the middle as much I hate losing the people i always loved

We just can't hate each other so much as we're the only person we turn too when we're on UPS & DOWNS

Sweetest Dream

2009-10-28T14:58:00.005+08:00

I miss Him So Much

Tart Nanas yg Nini Babahnya hide bt knapatan leh Aniq

Juling jua lh ia sal control helmet aa

Random Pout

Shexy Eh..Malu~

SEE YOU SOON LIL MAN!!!

Pumpkin

2009-10-27T10:45:00.000+08:00

This morning while we busy doing our work, John asked random question to Sabrina;-

John: Sab kalau melayu ckp pumpkin, apa aa?
Sab: aaa Labu
John: eh ya aa...Labu
Sab: Npa?
John: Owh nda, krg kalau aku kn bali labu dri kianggeh, ndakn ku ckp 'ada pumpkin?'
Me: Awu eh krg ko ckp "Bu, ada pumpkin?". Sxnya nya babu a2 'Aii manis ko ni lai manggil babu 'Pumpkin'

HAHA

Riang Ria Raya

2009-10-08T11:25:00.000+08:00

1st October - We went to Sg. Tilong @Riza's BF Openhouse

2nd October - Went back KB then beraya @Dian's Openhouse, met up my siblings there

3rd October - Went beraya with Frens from KB, ada jua 7buah rumah kmi aga ehehe. Some of the pics

@ Leley a.k.a Ali's House

With his Pet - SNAKES

*maintain2*

Awu kna pksa aa, drg happy faces ja kn

The Baby Phyton

When the python heading to my arms...*goosebumps*

@Alai's crib

@Razarul's Crib

4th October - Went to Tam's place

Terclash dgn drg Xit & Amal

So Last 2Yrs

2009-10-06T13:25:00.000+08:00

...Pictures from Year 2007...
Our 1st time beraya At Batu Bersurat, pictures taken from Dian@Facebook

Ladies Nyt Out

2009-10-01T14:17:00.000+08:00

Never tought of combining my wives and bestfriend in one night one car aha till lastnight we guys went for beraya. Turn out to be awesome night for all of us. Bonding berabez eh my wives n bestfriend...aww sweettt ahaha

After The Wives done with make-up and everything then we fetched Amal at Tungku

In the car while waiting for Amal

Then we went straight to Dian's fren; so yeah kmi limpas rmhnya den we had to go far2 again for a bloody U-Turn haiissshhhh. In the car, don't story2 - berabez wah ketawa2 sja. Luckily Amal ikut a2 x jua sal awal a2 kmi semua ngantuk aa, ia sja jdi badut ahaha

The 'Badut'

1st house - Dian's fren; Rina @Jalan Kumbang Pasang. She cooked for us as requested by Dian ahahah sal kmi mkirkn spa ada openhouse ahahah nda malu aa eehheeh...The foods were good lah, kalau th bleh ku mkn lagi tpiii...tahan nafsu sja ehehe

With Rina - Dian's Fren

The Wives

2nd house - Ka.Wen @Kg. Madang but lupa kn take pictures there using John's camera. Then again, we've took some using Dian's camera sja. This time I requested she to cook ahahaha sukati kn, i knoww~ ahaha bt i know she's cook well yth ku mauuu~...Will upload pictures once Dian send us the pics

3rd house - Arip @Tanah Jambu. Sna lah yg best ahaha we had 2dinner then rh his house we had LOCAL FRUITS for dessert- for FREEEEE~ ehehe. Mula the rambuntans kna offered,then they asked f we want durians. W/out hesitation yaww kmi tarus cakap 'yess' (FYI,me and Sab),kna bukakn Durian Putih and Durian Kuning which we corrected Dian, orange lh ahaha. His mom lagi tnya f we want Tarap, this time Amal nodded. Arip lagi offered Manggis, alum bh aku n Sab ckp 'nda pyah' ada tia suara sumbang a2 ckp 'BHH~', awu bh cAmal aa ahahah. Gilaaa eh we're pampered like a king with fruits ahahaha nyaman mkn kmi

Dian - Arip - Amal

Enjoying the fruits

Durian Orange LOL

Buah Tarap

Then, the photo session happened

Wives & Bestfriend

Alen - Sab - Dian - Amal

10sec to Mars session ehe

Goodnight

-Mwahz3xhugz-

Eid Mubarak 2009

2009-09-24T15:42:00.001+08:00

To Everybody wiv Love

2009-09-21T19:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Happy Happy

2009-09-16T13:37:00.000+08:00

Last monday I've Msn with bg.Delah, he told me he'll going back Bandar on Friday then will coming back KB on Saturday. So he offered me a ride, on Tuesday he'll coming down Bandar again so tarus send me home...So i'm still thinking lh kn about the offer but rugi oso if i don't follow him since i can save my petrol...

Lastnight, Bg.Sadi txted me asked about my raya preparation esp kasut raya then i told him will buy it this thursday sdh terima. Tau2 he offered me $50 4 my raya heels ahahha awu happy berabez ku, seriously i smiled during my sleep dMlm ahahha over!! Terharu biru ku laznyt mcm kn menangis huhu kenang drg adi drg yg dBunut ani ahaha

Then, this morning when i skyped with Ulyana, she asked me whether i want to join them sungkai later d Charcoal. I said 'mahal jua 2, nda apalh i'll take ala carte ja since 20% off'. Imagine buffet $30+/adult, if you can eat all the meal served x lh aa nda jua rugi. So she ended with LeStadium sja, buffetnya a bit pricey but cheaper lh - $15+ / adult. She told me again it Ojen's treat wahhhh cool-nessssss

To Love or To Blog

2009-09-15T13:21:00.000+08:00

I've came across with some blog which talk about their love life...some says it's lame and some think it's corny. Well, whatever people talk or think about it,it none of our business. Why suffer with people's negative taught where millions think it positively.

Anyhoo, I've been think about it too. Not negative or positive lh, yet blogging about love. I haven't made any kn, mcm everybody blog about their love - happy, sad, laugher n cry where some nag too haha funny how love can really makes you feel. For me, seriously my love feeling always NUMB. I can think about love in one day then totally forget about that feeling and sometimes lasted till a month ahaha NUMB,righttt?

I even asked myself how loves feel like? I really can define LOVE & LIKE so no worries i won't confuse. I could easily LIKE someone,in a minute just like a flick of fingers yet I can't LOVE someone easily and seems like a cursed to me. Some people make LOVE looks like fun and easy thing by getting new one and dumping the old but fooling others actually fooling yourself kn. Ok ok, don't get me wrong cause I'm not judging but seems fun how people can get rid of their feelings and move on so quickly *jelous in heart u know*

I'm not trying to find a right person as if kn kawin sja ahah but at least someone to share life with kn. Do I look like a picky person?haha I'd admit 'I am' plg. Cause I can't get a right and nice sentences to leave them one day ahah nah cna kn ada bf ni,alum g apa2 sdh mkirkn putus ahaha ngokkk!!

Seriously, some of the reason would be;

I'm not ready to take any risks especially hurting my own feeling again
The pain of LOVE hardly cure since the 'feeling' that's hurt. It makes thing easier if your heart or lungs go for an operation
Once I fall in LOVE I'll fall faster and it knocks hard
I'm not good in saying 'goodbyes'
'Random-ness' not so ME
It hard to TRUST people nowadays. Everyone have scandals & sandals *ahah corny*
LOVE are easily say to everybody altho in reality you don't love them
Fake feeling are everywhere...eh wait same thing mentioned in bullet 3 jua tu
*will update it again if i taught of something, it keep on multiply all the way*

Do I walk out from things?? When it come to LOVE - Yes, i am....

Well...well...I blogged about LOVE...awww sweet aha

Ornito - Segala Bayangmu

2009-09-14T10:11:00.000+08:00

Yeaaahhh at last I got this song downloaded by Shyg Dian ehehe she emailed this morninggg "awwww sweeet wifey"..So yeah, Lispy said the guy singing this song caley suaranya, i was like 'nda jua,ok pn suaranya,cute!!'. Then Amal comment again 'suara prempuanya mcm apa sja aa,caley' so i said 'nda Mal,lating x aa suara prempuan aa'...So after i heard it properly ahahha bnrr wah nya drg aa taallooooo eh ahahahha cz before ni i only heard the song dri jauh, 4rm kitchen ke living room bh,jauh kn 2 ehee bt lyricsnya poweerrr!!ahaha majal ni cAlen dgn lagunya ahaha

Updates

2009-09-11T12:29:00.000+08:00

Left a week for Hari Raya Aidilfitri O.M.G i haven't get ready anything yettt...Seriously when i think about it, i need a list for it

2 pasang Baju Raya (which idk will siap or not)
New heels - i wanting Blue Heels, i already target plg hopefully msh ada
Tudung - i haven't survey yet
Brooches - Yup, found 1 bt waiting for payday ja
Bag /Clutch - Nup, alum survey
Contact Lenses - Already booked, waiting for payday
Concealer - Hope they still got it dBody Shop
Perfume - ggosshhh haven't tot of it yet...

8items???Bwoh...hopefully payday on 17th then i can do all my shopping whole night cause by 18th, insyallah i'll be going back KB. I couldn't imagine how i look lyk shopping berabez ahahhaa...Mcm goin here and there,hands full of shopping bags, all the noise lagi ahaha sttuupid eh...I really hope my baju raya ready on tym coz i don't want ended up buying ready made altho lawa2 *grins*...so yea, my victim would no others then 'Lipsy" *applause* ehehhe i hope he wont be busying o.t sja. Awu he's bein o.t this lately, m so lonely at home, no one 2 argue with, ngumpat, talk, laugh...yup, just plain boring!!!
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Eh my Mom emailed me new pics of Aniq, he already got his hair cut :(

Luckily he still got the curly if not he turned up became sum1 u less want to see ahaha

hmm What with the school bag,mate?

Belated Anniversary

2009-09-09T09:05:00.000+08:00

I just realized our blog turns into 1yrs old EPICCCCC!!!! ahahaha nothing to be proud of plg ahahha

Can i have this hair??plzzz ,'(

Cheers

Can I have this

2009-09-04T11:22:00.000+08:00

Curiosity

2009-08-18T13:28:00.000+08:00

Miss ya~

2009-08-14T15:51:00.000+08:00

Last night my house was totally full house ahahah with Bg.Dlah, G.D, Nana& Ojen, Dian & Alif. This was funny, when i lived in Batu Bersurat nobody came bt nw m living in small semi-detached house in Bunut, ada tia guest pfffttt. But overall, it was fun tho ehhe laughs and food aaaah~ what a great combination ehehe. Bh will do it again soon wait till I buy an air-con 4 my living room eheh. luckily it's raining so nda brpa pnas lh plus we've opened the front door. Bonus my neighbor next door went back KB so we got nothing 2 worried abt f kmi bising or apakh ,')

So at last i got my eyebrows plucked thanks to Sabrina for her treat and also brought me there ehhe w/out ur offered i guess i'll be looking lyk apes plg 2 ahahaha mlz bh

So tonight i'll be going back to KB after take all my stuff in Bunut lu since nda smpat packing laznyt. Will be seeing my lil Mr.Happy - Aniq,will cubit2 u later & also playing guitar hero, i need to polish my talent yawww ahahha corny ehehe

Aniq or Aniqa?
ehhe mcm babyGirl

Mana kiblat mu buiii?LOL

2009-08-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

This pic remind me of Sudin from Seniman Bujang Lapok ,'D

90 degrees wah kiblat cAniq ahaha

Realise something, Aniq's pictures most posted in the blog? Fyi, my mom been emailing me Aniq pictures esp when Aniq have a new attitude, plus she knows I miss Aniq alot ehehehe Well, seeing the pictures makes me miss him more...pfft...Thanks Mom

Little Mr. Handsome

I forget his name plg, i guessed Amar x lh aa ehehehe. Btw he is my cousin's first son...

EMPLOYEE OF THE MONTH!!!

2009-08-13T12:06:00.000+08:00

I'm so loving the day, right breakfast which i wish i had it every morning ,')...Danced my arse off when i listened to B.E.P's songs from their new album, goofy around while i cooked my lunch, and the jammed this morning was terrible yet i still can sing and smile ahahaha must be the morning breakfast makes my day ahahahha

Had my morning nescafe, continue my work den M jobless. Well, i wouldn't mind a jobless morning ,')...So yea it haven't lunch yet then my bright sunny blue sky turned into dark gloomy grey sky continue by thunderstorm..ARGHHH i have to do the final call to the brokers regarding the close date of our tranche *applause*

How people can actually suck other's cheers...pffttt

I'm thinking to do it after lunch break but surprisingly my empty stomach that made sound dri tdi silent...m not even hungry...pffttt...alah whatever lh, i'm gonna stuffed my stomach with all the foods...ahahahaha nvr say no 2 foods ahaha

LATER!!!

Allhamduliah everything done *wwuuuhuuu~*yet m afraid i'll made any mistakes...aduuhhh...*Glup* ,'-s

Last Sunday

2009-08-12T17:43:00.000+08:00

Thing that he always want from his aTuk

TONGKAT SAKTI~
haha corny

Jobless

2009-08-12T16:54:00.001+08:00

I was so effing boring then i'd googled

Tadaaaa~

KATHERINE MOENNIG

aLiVe

2009-08-11T11:53:00.000+08:00

I got so much love
For you darlin' and I,
I wanna let you know how I feel

And it's true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do,
I adore you
And it's true girl

You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]

You said - you said - you said
That I'm the only one
You said that I'm your number 1
Now your gone and I feel numb
Tell me where do we go wrong
You are my best friend and boyfriend
Now it's seems like you're my worst friend
I gotta do soul searching
Without you I'm a whole different person
I ain't acting like I used to
I don't feel loved like I used to
It was your love I was used to
Why do I had to lo-lo-lo-lose
Your love your love your love
Your love is what it was
That have me feeling bust
You are my true love

And it's true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do
I adore you
And it's true girl

Hey girl your the only one
Must be my number one
Now your gone I feel so numb
Tell me how do we go wrong
First friends then we became best-friend
You used to be my girlfriend
Now your my worst friend
Yeah I gotta do a lil soul searching
Without you I'm a whole different person
I don't even act like I used to
I don't even feel loved like I used to
I guess it's your love that I used to
And I feel bad that I lose you
I get so many things that I wanna sa-sa-sa-sa...
I guess this mean that I'm missing you
Sorry for the things that I did to you
I'm so lost without you

And it's true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do,
I adore you
And it's true girl

I got so much love

So easy to fall in love with u
And all the things that you do
Baby girl your so remarkable
So special, so wonderful
So special, so wonderful
So special, so wonderful

Guitar Hero'ing

2009-08-05T09:26:00.000+08:00

During our last weekend in Batu Bersurat, Lipsy brought their PS3 home. Which makes us delayed our house packing that 2days ehehe. So we played till 4am on Saturday night ahaha then continued till Sunday. Below pictures, when aniq discovered his talent as a GUITAR HERO PLAYER ehehe *suspen*

Don't complaint about the background, remember 'moving out' mode eheh what do u expect aha

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So the next day - Monday, when his 'Nini Mama' woke him up because he has to be send everyday @ our Umie to babysit, he cried. Yalah spa jua nda mrah, ryt? My mom remember his pump-air guitar then she lend it to him. He stopped crying, put on the headphone and played with his guitar...Mcm recording artist sja ahaha

GeeK iN PiNk

2009-08-04T11:41:00.000+08:00

Remembered my last post I've mentioned about tShirt I bought for my babyboy - ANIQ. So called vintage pink Mr. Happy. So lastnight I requested my family to took his pictures using the T' and emailed me. So this morning i checked my email, below are the pictures sent;

Boring nda clear bt THANKS :)

Unfortunately there's no 'SS' size yth i just bought for him 'S' size
*BUMMER*

He's looks good in pink eh...LiL Mr. Curly ni

Happy pic ni bt sma tym brijap jua mcm ceta Ju-oh ahaha

MISS U BABYBOY

aku rajin blog sal aku kn typing sja aha

2009-08-04T09:26:00.000+08:00

So this morning i left house at 8.35am after had my breakfast, i arrived at the PGGMB carpark 6mins to 9.00am. Well, not bad eih eheh so stick to the plan, off to work 8.30am every weekdays :) Problem solved!!

Lastnight went to Giant for groceries with Lipsy then went straight home,had our dinner then i continued unpacked some of the boxes, rearranging the kitchen and stuff. Till midnight, i realized i have to work quietly since I'm living in a semi-detached banglows and M afraid I might waking my neighbours ehehe kesian drg ITB'ians, need to wake up early. Last Saturday when we switched on the DVD, then Lipsy kluar for awhile for a smoke sX he told us even noise from the tv can be heard from outside, imagine if us talking ahahha with our loud and exiting voice g ahahah...a2 bnaaa riuh sKpg wahahahhahaha

I guess i sleep nearly 2am lastnight, i tot by closing my eyes i can just fall asleep but NOO!!~ and with no reason my brains still working and thinking which i dont like cz it keeps me awke plg bhhh. I wish to just continued my house work but tgh2 mlm kn, mcm mLampau2 jua 2 aa rajin ku aa. Babu dRaja pn nda mau kn aku 2 wahahaha kna jdikn amah adalh wahahahha

Moving Foward

2009-08-03T13:29:00.000+08:00

It's 3rd August already...And it's first day coming 2 work from Bunut. Yep Bunut, my new hometown ahaha I've moved in last Saturday on the 1st August. I think i can officially called myself as "Bandarian" x dh cz now i'm engage with the 'road jammed'...Bunut 1 of the famous road jammed and if u're unlucky there's will be accident ahead...*jauh palisss*...M observing what the right time for me to go to work. This morning i went around 8.15am and arrived 8.40am at the carpark hhmmm i'll try 8.30am lh tomorrow

I took leave on Thursday and Friday, kn manyap2 konon...Well, i did it plg yth ku kusut berabez mcm nda mau abez wah brg2 ku aa. Now i'm thinking of rmh Bunut g arrghhh..*Relax2, step by step* So on Saturday there MOC dtg 2 pick up most of the things carried back to KB, i guess my house in KB pun hectic x eh ahaha.

We went to perayaan Bandar last Friday nyt to look around and had our dinner @Gerai Mulaut, the food was good. Again Saturday nyt, we went there but this tym with Dian n Bg.Dlah. I bought t'Shirt for aniq and Iphone back cover for Mama and it's Metallic Purple *i wish i hav Iphone pfft*.Dian & Bg. Dlah bought bags and he also bought some tShirts. As for Alip, he only bought marker for car, f u got any scratch spot then u can juz paint using d marker, awesome jua 2 kn...so yea we've clashed with Malai sani and my McTweeny too

Sunday, Dian help me unpacked boxes and arranging things in the kitchen. Although it all done yet there some boxes left in Batu Bersurat, which i haven't unpack last night. I've severe flu from Saturday morning dh, i guess my body cant handle 4days straight cleaning campaign.

Well, my new house don't have any wireless..BUMMER!!! M not a internet freaks plg but knowing i dont have any wireless @home,i just cant live w/out it wah. Dri rmh KB dh biasa meng'internet. Macam f u ordered Mee Goreng u need chilli potong, ryt? Eventho u dont finished the chilli potong. Yth wah like in my case, i need wireless altho ku jarang pkai. Rmai recommend dos broadband stuff but i dun understand bonus i dun even bothered to understand ahahha cna kn 2 aa?eheheh

LiL Mr. Curly

2009-07-29T09:38:00.000+08:00

O.M.G my nephew grows up so fast, below pictures when he's tried to take shower by his own. I'm so amused when a little boy actually can learn quickly just by observing what we do and surprisely they can remembered whatever we did. Enjoy the pictures ,'D

He carried a basin and water heater for hot water

Brought the things to his room

He poured the hot water

Place the basin aside

While waited the hot water to warm he sit and ready to open all his clothes

p/s: Pardon me for the blurry pics as the pics only taken by Iphone, esk2 th mBli camera canggih aa gahahaha

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This little boy loves to observing people so never do anything unusual in front of him cause he's kinda 'duplicate' machine aha awu bnrrr... Above picture was taken when he's doing what her mother did. He's mother was telling others a story with her hands showing things all around then Aniq just step off his sit, stand beside her and followed what her mother did. I know right, PENYELURU ani bhhhh heeee... awww I miss him eh...Hope to see you pretty soon baby!!!
&& We're happy to see him gain on weight ,')

Let's DrooLs~

2009-07-23T14:37:00.000+08:00

I've been stuck with Dvd Series since there's no Astro at home but i never tot of watching Korean Series till my eldest brother recommend me to these drama. For the last 2weeks i got head over heels toward Korean, it was my first time watching Korean series since I like Japanese more...

Not to worry coz the only reason I got stuck with these drama were because of the hot guys ahah excuse me!!! ahahhaa...Other than that it is just typical kind of drama...

Above are the main characters in the drama...

Ok girls, this curly boy belong to me ahahhaa
& he got a hot body too *drools*

This guy cute too...Well, M not greedy so take him lh ahha i got my curly boy dh

But not this guy, He's belong to Sabrina ahaha

This guy not taken ehehe...Ur pleasure~

This guy not bad either

The title of this Korean Drama;
BOYS OVER FLOWERS

WHO SAID POETRY IS BORING ?

2009-07-21T10:58:00.000+08:00

1. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife:
Marrying you has screwed up my life.

2. I see your face when I am dreaming.
That's why I always wake up screaming.

3. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot;
This describes everything you are not.

4. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss,
But I only slept with you 'cause I was pissed.

5. I thought that I could love no other
-- that is until I met your brother.

6. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head.

7. I want to feel your sweet embrace;
But don't take that paper bag off your face.

8. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes
Damn, I'm good at telling lies!

9. My love, you take my breath away.
What have you stepped in to smell this way?

10. My feelings for you no words can tell,
Except for maybe 'Go to hell.'

11. What inspired this amorous rhyme?
Two parts vodka, one part lime.

2009-07-16T12:00:00.001+08:00

Tak Bisa Memiliki - Samsons

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Tak kau temukan di hatiku
Apakah yang engkau inginkan
Tak dapat lagi ku penuhi
Begitulah aku
Pahamilah aku

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2009-07-07T13:47:00.000+08:00

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Oh Oh my Saturday...

2009-06-20T17:11:00.000+08:00

Laze my arse on bed all day...Well, i do woke up and made myself brekfst+lunch and enjoyed it on my bed ehehe. I watched L Word season 5...All of it and m hating it so much knowing i have 2 wait till the payday and buy myself season 6...Guess what, Season 6 will be the last season...yup d last season people...aaargghh m too attach wiv L Word

Tonight...tonight...i dun know what to do...i got not plans...bt m thinking 2 go out and about but i just don noe wer...lalalalala~...Or i just stick my butt to the bed again and watch some series..adduhhh i left my Heroes season 3 in the office BUMMMERRRR!!!

Now i really want bissh bisshhh~

ex ow ex ow

2009-06-12T09:59:00.000+08:00

Our beloved

SHAYG DIAN

OMG i really missed been together with u
Called us old-fashioned or keBaruan or anything ahah
Well, never regret things when we're together~
We're together against the world
We're together talking over never ending story esp before tdur ahaha
We're together pushing each other to find new Mr.Right but msh jua cari yg 'lama' ,'p
We're together travel everywhere~ anytime~ w/out limited time or bothered
We're together laughed our arse off about many things
We're together hanging out everywhere...oww i missed Gadong parking and OGDC
We're together met new people in our life...Like alot ahah single jua bh
There's alot of things we did together
Laugh
Cry
Happy
Sad
Forever young~

Sorry if I been such an asshole @ u
Sorry if I've ever took advantage @ u
Sorry if I've talked about U
M truely SORRY babe
BUT
It's because U've ditched me once upon time ago
Maybe M not ready for changes way back then
Maybe I hate losing friend esp Special person like U
Seriously nobody can replace U coz
U're my one and only partner in crime
:')

Time tani crashed in bilik cPAPZ

Time bday DIAN @centerpoint

Time..hhmmm u know i know lh aa hehehe

Love U
ex ow ex ow

Just the TWO of us

2009-06-10T13:59:00.000+08:00

Reunited of the cecapinessss

Mau2 th jua sma posing ahaha

SUKSESSS!!! SUKSESSS!!

We're Flying Highhh~

OMG...I Miss my adorable nephew
Please dun grow up yettt
1yr 6mth

7'a Gathering

2009-06-10T10:22:00.000+08:00

Our table coincidence with the date and Afen's Bday

OMG...OMG...OMG it's been 7years we haven't officially meet and talk about stuff. Afen txted us all on Friday and told us he really wants to see us all. Coincidence Sunday 07.06.09 Afen's Bday jua and i guess he really want to spend time with us x and it's his 1st time too want to celebrate his bday after his beloved brother past away 7yrs ago...

I wont say much, let the photo speaks for themselves

AMIN

ALEN

AFEN

ALAI

ADUD

AMAL

AJIE

THEM

US

10sec to smile ,')

Wiv ROSNANI, our classmate too

The ALIFs

Last pic before we leave

Love you guys to the fullest~

2009-06-04T10:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday during my workout, i saw 'knock u down by Keri Hilson ft Kanya West & Ne-Yo' v.clip, m effing loving that song. So yea, Keri's hair look awesome on it with the boyish haircut mcm Rihanna plg but w/ the lowlights, she really pull it off

Quickie

2009-05-25T12:22:00.000+08:00

Last Friday night was awesome...Had a good times with my GAY-Dies

We had our dinner @ Excapade, Gadong

Then hangout @ Cheezbox, Gadong

Sabrina & Alen *so called Lyf Partner*

Marcia & Fatin *so called Lyf Partner*

aawwww sweet *wink*

The couple got jealous of our pose ahahaa

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Saturday
Woke up early, not so early but knowing me on weekend i usually wake up after lunch hr aha tpi atas desakkn mama ku sruh ekt so join ja. Me and my parent had breakfast / lunch @ Dim Sum restaurant, Gadong; my suggestion cz my dad planning kn mkn light2 food tau2 ia mkn nasi goreng den ada lamb chop and sayur bowwhhh ahahaha

Around 2pm kna pajal g ekt drg kTutong sal bbah ckp f i followed den there's a reason ia kn blik awl 4rm der since i had things 2 do, cheh k gym jua sja ahhaa so ended up aku join ja. Luckily ada Aniq wuhuuu~

At 7pm till 8.30 i went for my workout. Blik rmh mandi apa den ntar John's camera,thinking kn mbil the pictures truz but malas jua. Accompany Lipsy's dinner @Tamu Selera. We're planning to hangout d kadai den kn internet,sja2 altho i got wifi d rmh ahaha. But ended kmi bli dvd 'PUSH & UNINVITED' and watched @home ja ehehe but i fell asleep in the middle of the movie *uh-ohh*

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Sunday
Work up @9+ am sal mama msak breakfast...After our breakfast my dad bwa mLyt dCKC Terrace @ Jangsak but not a nice place for a family so we reject it. So roun2 lh cri rmh 4rm jangsak to kiarong den to kiulap.

Afternoon, nuthing much just gulik2 dpan air-con ja coz d day was so hot, no clouds at all. I spent most of my times with Lil Babyboy - Aniq. Ohhh i miss him already

My parent went home kb and my sis went home @bengkurong rh her parent-in-law after isyak

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...There goes my weekend...

T.G.I Friday

2009-05-22T10:51:00.000+08:00

Tonight's highlight event;

The foursome GAY-Dies dinner for Fatin's Bday
Mwahz4xhugs

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I skipped my workout last night due to some cleaning campaign ,'D and will skip it tonight too for the dinner. Well, can always do my workout on weekends. So tomorrow my dad planned to look for a house to rent but i haven't call any of the real estate agent ahah bummer!!!

Hmm I'm not sure if my family will coming down to Batu Bersurat this weekend plg, my parent might going back to KB if Aniq isn't around...